That night I held your hand, knowing it wouldn't be forever. But my love will.
Rain, snow, shine.
What goes hard goes up easy, what goes easy goes down hard.
My brain knows this but is so weak.
Doing this for you Mom.
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You'll never live with pain. I'll hear your story. Your story is mine. Now we know it. I'll be your courage. You'll be mine.
The mountain is ours!
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2024 was blessed, the core is strong and growing - April 2025 we have another boy due!
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Stay weird, stay panoramic
Less consumption, less couch = less disease, less mental distress. Always has, always will.
AI, social media, don't fool yourself. You know when you are eating sugar vs working to heal.
Can't remember a single time I spent an entire virtual meeting with cameras off, save a rare tech issue. I'm either present or not.
The chapters will unfold with ink crushed to paper, tears dissolved into margin, turn-aged bindings, and fierce intent to heal, and do no harm.
The opposite of love is not hate; it's opposite is indifference Ć¼ Elie Wiesel
āSubtle violenceā¦.when the symbols of authority shout domination and menaceā¦we love the right type of violenceā ~ Sapolsky in āBehaveā
my journey of my pain & healing:
1. others to you (no control, shame, vocalizing)
2. others to others (no control, shame, vocalizing)
3. you to others (some control, guilt, amend)
4. you to you (all control, guilt, grow)
final level: the glow, fall, and repeat
A whole life is laid out like rags to a god - what are the things we build? Nothing. Who are we? Everything.
We bleed and breath for assets and debts to keep our loves safe; few see that all turns to sand. Only the story remains.
Asked AI: How does it feel to be everyone, but no one?
Best Christmas ever. Snowed for us. We sang carols while giving our gifts, Soren's brother is on the way. Josie is happy. Justine is my angel.
"How good do you want to feel?!" still rings in my ear when I push to discomfort. So good.
20 years from now, Josie will be 41 (my age) and Rowan will be 20. My wish? To feel deeply. To know I can set my world on fire with love. To change it all. To worship the glory of life.
Smiling surprise, with what my heart, my legs, are capable of
Gonna beast on this mountain at 60. The boys running beside me as they grow. In the mean and aftertime, we're never alone. Love you.
Gonna beast on this mountain at 60. The boys running beside me as they grow. In the mean and aftertime, we're never alone. Love you.
You know you are living in the best time of your life when you just crush work so you can bliss with the kids after.
No joke smells like weed 200 feet above post maloneās compound
He said "I got you kid". Then I hit play on the mountain. Let's go.
The best brands don't do email marketing. I don't know if it's true, but it must be.
Poured a movement on your soul. I'll be there again, I promise.
Purpose over happiness every time. Thanks, mom.
Stress eating multi vitamin gummies. Hey, I'm proud of my harm reduction techniques.
If time will fly, Iād rather it fly with you lover bunny
America, holding on to baseball fields like it's the 11th commandment
I'm not the only one: "The couple documented their process using vision boards, bar charts, and copious Post-it notes" https://a.bnjmn.org/4cwnQfW.