
A Message to Rowan
A letter to my son before he enters this world

How extraordinary will my effort be? How much of your beauty can I know? You leave me with twisted words and pumping veins just to express. How can I be capable of the sliver of you that I know? I'll never embrace the splendid whole. It's the sad beautiful weight of the fraction that thrills me to you. Will I rise to be worthy of our time? This is my question. Thank you dear life and my close love for sharing a piece of your infinite perfection with me. As I stare at you as matter, maybe I see a bit of my perfection too.

A letter to my son before he enters this world


Let me look again. Take the glasses off. No wait! He’s leaning back into your arms. Maybe one day you’ll get another chance. Another moment.
I'm trying to re-wire all my socials through my blog. Back in 2019, I 'quit social media' and other than posting pictures of my family, I've primarily followed that directive.


My mind doesn't pretend to deserve this. Saved by grace? I'm lucky.
What was the most powerful moment in your life/career?

Life in Utah is magical. I need to post more updates. I'll try. As I type this I'm consider a return to 'social media' as I'm in a much more healthy p